TGM XXI

phewww....finally TGM XXI was done and ended succesfully...
uhm.....
i'll write all about TGM here...

started on saturday, 5 july...
i went to JP at 7.30 from my home....used taxi with cennie, c'indri, her mom, and my mom...
we all arrived at JP at 8...when we arrived, the registration has been begun and most of the participants gathered in the room...but...only the first bus was coming....we must waiting two other bus....
the distribution of souvenir took place until 9.00 but the bus did still not come, so all the participants and some of committee daimoku while waiting for the bus come...
the second bus came at 9.30 as remember....but we the committe wanted to make use of time well, so all the participants who occupied the bus 1 and 2 were arranged before to immediately rise the bus with their stuff..

but...after all the participants of bus 1 and 2 enter the bus and waiting here...the third bus was still not coming...uhm...we all must wait about half hour i think.....so...finally all of us just departed from JP at 10 or 10.30....to merak...i forgot what time it is when we arrived at merak...maybe 2 or 2.30 i think...
oh yeah...i almost forget...when the bus still in the toll road...my bus could stop for some minutes....for improve something...gears or something like that....
then, when we arrived at merak, after the bus enter the ship, all of us coming out from the bus and go to the top of the ship...i saw sea....it's so picturesque...i love that scenery....and so without felt that ship has arrived in bakahuni....it's 5 or 5.30 when we arrived in bakahuni...then we all must went to Cetya Lampung at first....
and now...the treasure was start...heuhuehehe...just kidding....

uhm.....i will continue it tommorow...bcoz i must go to JP now....

do i love him???

uhm...
i thinks for many times....and ask my self...
do i love him???
huehuehuehe....it's so poetics i think??
hehehe...but...last few days i feel so tizzy...coz he didn't call me or sms me...and i was also thinking bout so many matters bout myself...so, when he didn't contact me for a few days...i feel so tizzy n always thinking bout him...
uhm....am i really love him? or this is just a happy feeling coz there is someone take care of me and i don't want to lose that feeling...???
i try to searching into my heart and looking for the answer...but i not found the answer....
but i know....i take care of you...and i still open my heart for you.....

not in good condition

huehuehuhe......
i'm not in good condition now...
be a little sensitive...
dunno....even jokes, its can make me angry too....

uhm....it's 4 days before TGM...too many pending jobs and things confused me...
logistic...medicine...and MD too...
i just hope everything will be fine and well done...

sad...angry...rr....dunno...i miss him....so miss him....
i'll be waitig until friday...wait him call or sms me again...huhuu.....buncitz..what r u doing right now???

very busy month...

last saturday was jul bday....at friday night i waited till midnight n call him...just said hepy bday n talk a little...after that i at once slept because i was very sleepy...

last saturday i spent my time in JP...i arrived at JP around 9.30 in the morning 'till 7 in the night....when i arrived i direct to the room and started gongyo and daimoku 'till 10.30...then i went to meeting room, there were c'may, lena, bagus, irene, n ko'feb...while waited the others...we all started talking about 'apresiasi GM' n c'may decided to change that with sesi gosyo 3...that contained discussiond about altar equipment and the conduct of gongyo daimoku...we all planned to make a video and take some photos to help the moderator explain and increased the interest of participants TGM and i will edit that photos and video....

times goes by so fast and it's already afternoon, all of us went ate behid JP 'till 2.30...and finally....we open the meeting at 2.30....so many things to disscussed and at 5 c'may should back home...so we all continued the meeting without c'may and cung lead the the meeting 'till 7...it's so tired me.....and finally i back to home with lena....so tired.....

then last sunday...there's dance exercise at 10 morning...an like usual....they were late....when all of us arrived...c'sel still not came...then we all talked about our costums and what things i must buy....so the exercise started at 11 when c'sel caming and ended at 12...bcoz i must went at 1...i went to TA with jul...watched Kungfu Panda...and then ate Pizza....then i gave him his bday's gift...then he picked me up to my home...i arrived at 6...when i arrived at home i felt so tired..i went to my room...and i asleep till 9 at night.....but i was so happy can celebrated jul bday.....

tonight is the day of brifieng TGM...not was felt that TGM will be held 11 days again but to much preparation still not finish and i must preparing many matters....just prepare my self and sure myself that i can....

last weekend

last friday i went to intan's house to pray for her father.....it was 3 years after her father dad...
from my office i went to harmoni used busway n i must met irene here...but went i arrived at harmoni, irene said that sindhy want to go there too...so i waited for them and ko afen...
i walked to asaba while waited them, but lena and asti come first after me, then ko afen...irene and sindhy was late again!!! we all convoy (3 motorcycles) to intan's house...and we met margi in the middle, and then 4 motorcycles were convoy....
when we all arrived, daimoku was already start, we all go upstairs and when we all sit, dokyo sodai was started...it about an hour i think....then we all ate, intan n her fams prepare some food, rice, pudding, oranges, and the other....it's so fun for me...gathered, talked n played with them until night...so fun.....then we all back to home at nine....we convoy again, lena with sindhy, ko afen with asti n i with irene....

uhm...nothing happened in saturday as i remember.....
in the night jul called me, talked for sunday's plan.....we talked about half hour....then after that i went sleep.....

and finally...sunday....it was a very tired day for me...
i had dance exercise at 7.30 in the morning!!!!....we had exercise until 9.30 because the room will be used for daimoku....then i back to my home...take a shower and prepare my self for MF Ultah....MF Ultah held in Kijang campus on 12.00...
in 11.20 i went to syahdan...n met fenny, then we went to kijang used M24....
when i arrived there, jul was already arrived to, and we walked together...and the bad thing...argi saw i, jul and fenny...
okay.....one fatal mistaked!!!!
these event its fun enogh...but the sound was bad.....but it's really fun....then....the second thing that was so odious....when MC asked senior to said about their ....i forgot the MC's name....hehehe....but she asked jul for come to the front....and....alfred point me too....so...i n jul come to the front...and they take photos of me n jul!!!!
n the last....!!! okay...they did'nt see me and jul together...but nuke said something in front of me, jul, and the others 04....she said to jul to bring me to my home....and jul just smile....and bernard was worse....he scream to me, for waiting jul....huaaaaah....
i and the others 04 used M24, but i alighted in syahdan...i waited jul here....then we went to CL...i bought HP for my mom...and then we went to gramed for a while....then jul pick me up to my home... ^^ he's so kind to me...