last saturday :)

hi...there is something that i forget to write yesterday...
it's bout the funeral....yupz...
last week janny's grandma was died....i knew it from acip...she sms me in friday's morning, 1 day after i back from palembang...then i chat with her, but she said that she can't go to funeral parlour...so that's night i try to ask jul if he can accompanied me to there...but jul can't promised me...he said if i try to ask my friends first...okay...i think jul is too busy that time...and i try ask my friends but there no one can go....
but saturday, after jul ended his class, his call me and sms me again, said that he can accompanied me to atmajaya funeral parlour......we be there from 2.30 'till 3.30 as i remember...then he pick me up again back to my home.....

TGM XXI part 2

huehuehuehe....
uhm....what i post last time??
my journey 'till bakahuni i think.....
okay...we'll continued that now.....
so...after we arrived a bakahuni,,,we continue the trip to cetya Lampung...
but here is the problem....about 6 or 7 pm, when my bus stopped at the restaurant 'Siang Malam' andall the participant goes to WC and take a rest for a bit.....the driver and mechanic was fixed the bus...
first, we think it.s just take a moment....but until 1 hour, the bus still not done yet....
and two others bus still wait for us in the oter place...but at 8pm we all decided that bus 1 and 2 should go to cetya Lampung without us....and we still waiting the bus fixed...but the bus can'tbw fixed that time...so we decided to change the bus....man minto and Pak Ciang looking for the bus in bakahuni...and we all still waiting in the restaurant...we were waiting so long....uhm...about 10 or 11 pm we just find the bus...after negotiated and moved all the stuff, finally we all can continued the trip at 12...pheww.....

first day at Pendopo....
after for hours at the road....for about27 hours...finally we all arrived at Pendopo, SA Plantation, the place that TGM XXI held...
we all arrived at 1 pm...and immediately went to the big tent to Dokyo Sodai and opening ceremony...then it continued with lunch and fitting the tent...(but i can't fitting the tent, bcoz i must take a bath and helped irene to ice breaking...but the ice breaking was canceled...hikz....)
bcoz we all was tired enough in the road, so the agenda today was not many...just gosyo and a little games then briefing for hiking in the next day...

second day in Pendopo......
this day was started by hiking around the Oil Palm plantation...exactly not around all of the plantation bcoz its so huge....we just walking for some kilometres...
all the committee was got ready since 4.30 in the morning...when the sun not rise and the sky still so dark...the participants gathered in front of the emergency kitchen and the tent at 5am...after all the participants gathered and lined up with their team, the first shift walking together....then after some minutes, the second shift started walking too...
we all around the plantation and back to tend at about 8...and we all take a bath and breakfast...
this morning agenda was gosyo (teams discussion) which is divided to 3 teams, SMP, SMU, and college student and the young...its just flow like usual...then we all have lunch and prepare our self to visit factory...yupz...we all went to the factory and saw the process....it's ended by the conclusion of palm oil....then this night agenda was gosyo again, which is explained about the history of Buddha Nichiren Daisyonin, altar equipment, and the meaning of Gongyo Daimoku....
this night was alsothe night to ordered the present (pempek and various krupuk)...and bcoz of this...finally i must go to sleep so late and counts more times bcoz the ordered data wasn't same with the money i received...(the money was more...)...huehuheuhee.........

third day in Pendopo.....
this day was started with the seminar from the delegation of Depdagri...and of course it's a formal event...when the delegation enter the room (the tent i meant), he was welcomed by traditional dance from Palembang, named Tari Tanggai...and of corse there are virtue which is consist of the committee....and of course this event was took place serious but relaxed...all of the participants none left the room, expect in 15 last minute, i was forced to leave bcoz there is a participant who were sick and she couldn't remained again...
afterwards...lunch and preparation for physical time....which is stand for some of little competitions, but i can't go along that...bcoz i must be in the pos 4...
it's so fun today....the physical time was held until afternoon and the we all take a bath...and dinner and of course...went to the big tent to watched performed from some participant, dancing, singing, drama, etc....yupz...it's a MalKes....was ended by impressions from some of the participants and we all took he pictures together...then, while we all the committee prepare for the campfire, the participants was enjoyed their snack (pempek...!)...
finally the campfire started at 11.30 at the nighr...but we all must ended this at 12 bcoz we must get up early in the next day (at 4 am) for demolished the tent and go to Palembang.....

fourth day....
yupz...it was the last day in Pendopo...
the committee was already get up and got ready since 3.30 in the morning...pheww....
then at 6 in the morning, participants ready for gongyo and have a breakfast...
then, of course it continued with demolished the tent and take a photos of us before we all walked to the bus...we all departed at 9 in the morning as my remember, and we all arrived at Palembang at 11.30 or 12...it's exactly a lunch time, but we must went to Pulau Kemaro with ship, so we all have our lunch at ship.....Pulau Kemaro is so beautifull... altough there is only a temple and pagoda and the tree of love....but we all get satisfied when took our photos there....
then we came back to Palembang...call in to museuem for a bit and then when to vihara Palembang to gongyo, closing ceremony, and distribution the presents...
we all arrived at vihara at 5 pm and back to bus at 7...we have our dinner in the bus...while we headed to Lampung...(back to Jakarta of course...)

We slept in the bus again...but now my bus not in trouble anymore....it's so fun...huehuehuhee....
we arrived at Bakahuni in the morning and cross the sea again...
we all arrived in Merak at 12 or 1...and we all went to JP again...
we arrived in JP at 3...and we all back to our home of course...its's so fun.....
i'll forgot this TGM...and wish that next year i will join the next TGM... ^^

TGM XXI

phewww....finally TGM XXI was done and ended succesfully...
uhm.....
i'll write all about TGM here...

started on saturday, 5 july...
i went to JP at 7.30 from my home....used taxi with cennie, c'indri, her mom, and my mom...
we all arrived at JP at 8...when we arrived, the registration has been begun and most of the participants gathered in the room...but...only the first bus was coming....we must waiting two other bus....
the distribution of souvenir took place until 9.00 but the bus did still not come, so all the participants and some of committee daimoku while waiting for the bus come...
the second bus came at 9.30 as remember....but we the committe wanted to make use of time well, so all the participants who occupied the bus 1 and 2 were arranged before to immediately rise the bus with their stuff..

but...after all the participants of bus 1 and 2 enter the bus and waiting here...the third bus was still not coming...uhm...we all must wait about half hour i think.....so...finally all of us just departed from JP at 10 or 10.30....to merak...i forgot what time it is when we arrived at merak...maybe 2 or 2.30 i think...
oh yeah...i almost forget...when the bus still in the toll road...my bus could stop for some minutes....for improve something...gears or something like that....
then, when we arrived at merak, after the bus enter the ship, all of us coming out from the bus and go to the top of the ship...i saw sea....it's so picturesque...i love that scenery....and so without felt that ship has arrived in bakahuni....it's 5 or 5.30 when we arrived in bakahuni...then we all must went to Cetya Lampung at first....
and now...the treasure was start...heuhuehehe...just kidding....

uhm.....i will continue it tommorow...bcoz i must go to JP now....

do i love him???

uhm...
i thinks for many times....and ask my self...
do i love him???
huehuehuehe....it's so poetics i think??
hehehe...but...last few days i feel so tizzy...coz he didn't call me or sms me...and i was also thinking bout so many matters bout myself...so, when he didn't contact me for a few days...i feel so tizzy n always thinking bout him...
uhm....am i really love him? or this is just a happy feeling coz there is someone take care of me and i don't want to lose that feeling...???
i try to searching into my heart and looking for the answer...but i not found the answer....
but i know....i take care of you...and i still open my heart for you.....

not in good condition

huehuehuhe......
i'm not in good condition now...
be a little sensitive...
dunno....even jokes, its can make me angry too....

uhm....it's 4 days before TGM...too many pending jobs and things confused me...
logistic...medicine...and MD too...
i just hope everything will be fine and well done...

sad...angry...rr....dunno...i miss him....so miss him....
i'll be waitig until friday...wait him call or sms me again...huhuu.....buncitz..what r u doing right now???