3 last day.......

huaaaah....
2 days didn't go to office....
i have some story to write.........

start on friday night.........
i called with someone uhm...special maybe???

we talked about 2 hours...'till 11.45 PM...
we talked bout anything, school, works...my dreams, my plans and also bout his plans....
same like previously....apparently didn't believe on what happened to us in the past...
when we were talking, evidently we indeed had many similarities...
we wanted to go on holiday, go outside the city...we have same aim...even without realising we saw the calendar and saw the date that we can use to go on holiday...
we planned to buy the electricity oven...and we felt that we were wrong in our majors in college...i should attended the hotel class and available majors cooking...even so by him.....but we know we can't back to that time...that just our little regret maybe.......
we was lazy at doing the same thing......
moreover our thinking style still same...we have to many similarity to talked.....
at the end of the conversation, we talked again about i and him about 20 minutes....then when i saw the clock that was 11.40PM, so i decided to ended the conversation altough i love to talk with him......it was because he must work early in the morning...but he still asked me what i wanted to be done when we ended the call...it's sounds...he apparently wanted to accompany me until i fell asleep...wheter...i don't know....
and so, i joked if i not want to be reprimanded by him if he got up late, because that i ask him to ended the call again...and it's work...the call ended after we've joked each other........

then...saturday......
nothing special this day....
i alone at home....clean my room and some of my stuffs.......
i made mashed potato mix cream soup...
actually i want to made a cream soup...i wash the potato and ready to cut them...but i checked refrigerator and realised that ingredients i need was imcomplete....so i thought n looking all the ingredients that i had, then i mix cream soup with mashed potato..........it's really delicious....i want to eat more and more......

and the last....yesterday or sunday........
like usual, there were dance exercise...modern dance exactly...
we learn some new style...and that makes my body sick...
my legs, my hand, mw stomach was very hurt...until now...
i can't walk so fast because it's hurt me......

itz a blank2 mind.....

wkwkwkwkkkk........................
when i bout d title...its just my fingers typed it...just thoght d song 'big big world'....

but i hv no big world...juz hv a blank mind..........
last night i didn't come 2 dance exercise....
it'z coz of rain...i wait till 8 pm....i has begun 2 be lazy 2 go...then sms from irene just received @ 8.30 pm....
so my decision was not go 2 fajar.........

n fortunally, last nights didn't hv a new style...only formats of the dance n do the exercise from the beginning 2 the end..., no longer dance in part....

okay...now i feel that i hv big headache...
english is too difficult...since i don't use it again for months....
it'z one of my ways 2 learn it again so i can learn other language that i want......

unemployment

okay...maybe thiz title make some people confused??
huehuhehe....yezz...i still working...
but today was really relaxed 4 me...

as usual, itz really dull in office and thiz time...can say that i just hv a little jobs to 2...
i could wacth vcd and browsing all the day....hohohoooo.....

but i must save my energy
coz tonight there is a practice...tonight the turn of d saman dance exercise...
but sindhy said that she can't come tonight....

laziness

dunno...
in the last few day...i felt very lazy....
lazy 2 do my works...lazy 2 thinking....

i feel my life now really boring...monotonous...
juz still trying 2 make my life more colourful...

in recent times..i've think 2 reorganised my life...
start from my self, my activities, my famz, my frenz, n last...my workz....
i still dreaming 2 work @ a HRD division in any company...

really confused n don't know must say what.......

okay...itz start again.......

uhm...
it start again..........i make a blog.....
uhm...it sounds....dunno...something unbelieveable....!!!

after all that happened in d past...
finally i use it again....

when i started 2 thinking...
juz hopes that it's a good choice...
i juz mizz 2 write anything that i feel.....
n can make me better 2 know bout my feeling deeply....